abahs office......

24th January 2005

n so i am stuck here....
at abahs office...
well not really stuck ....
just i don't know where to head..
got pendings at one end...
and others at the other end...
n since one depend on the other ..
i gotta wait till its noon...
to let all pendings leave no soon
( " , )

so how am i doin today?

honestLy.....its not so bad....
haven't eaten a thing yet...
n the day is not over yet...
as i bore myself with this bet....
thinkin hey...its not so bad....

seriousLy...its ok...
even though thousands are up my head
like pulling a needle n a thread...
tryin to stay upAhead...
i'm tellinYa...my best is yet to get....

truthFully....its all just fine...
even if i've lost all that was mine...
even if i've got none that is fine....
i see thru u...
n i'm doin fine....

i have this urge...to runOut free...
to taste all wind...n free with the bee's...
to swim in the nite with nothing but me..
under the glimpes of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon...

i have this urge...to runOut free...
to tell the world...come save me please..
to say i'm ures...at least with ease...
under the glimps of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon....

i had to stop...i had to see...
i look upBack.... to think if its just me....
maybe u're there...someWhere nearMe...
but i have this urge to run with thee....

(note2Self_ blardy hungry...but no mood to eat....blardy thirsty..but no water to drink...blardy sleepy...but no bed to crash...blardy Lost....but i'm here..at abah's office....
am i sure i'm alrite?.....( " , ).....)

11.45 am